Apologize to Iran

that it’s too late to apologize.

I’ve decided to try out wordpress, mainly due to 2 reasons: sick of blogger.com and wordpress allows me to lock certain post (thanks to Grace who told me about this cool feature!). Also, in my opinion, wordpress looks more professional and formal, which is what I love.

I shall go back to regular blogging.

School’s seriously taxing and tiring now. Everything just piles up in front of my eyes. Council duties (which honestly I enjoy doing! the only reason why I would stay up all night), regular school work, H3 (travelling is tiring.), NYAA, and now with SIMUN workload and another class “SL” project too. The stress of it all. And yes, I practically don’t have a life anymore.

At least, my class’s getting better. :)

It’s only the 3rd week of school and everything is just collapsing. So disappointed with myself. Homework are not done, council events are executed and planned poorly (IMO), etc etc.

Maybe I am just not good enough.

I don’t think I will ever be good enough. Maybe I am too critical.

And the fact that I am crazy does not help.

I think I have disappointed mainly the following 4 teachers, and I apologize. I will pull up my socks and do a better job.
Mr Clement Cheng (Overall council teacher)
Ms Daphne Tay (CCAC teacher and mentor)
Mr Koh Kai Hong (PDG tutor)
Mr Sng PP (Physics tutor)

Anyway, on another side of life, SIMUN sounds really interesting. I am representing IRAN. And the only thing I know about IRAN is that SNL had a skit on IRAN, “IRAN so far away”! Haha. I’m the GP teachers’ best student. Shall read more, and not be like a complete idiot, instead of having conversation with Mr Cheng and he ask whether I know about such stuff and I will always say NO. Plus, I am the ambassador for IRAN, so I have to make a speech on the very first day. And my subcommittee is human rights! YAY! I am always for human rights! Can’t wait.

SC had OGF (Orientation Group Facilitator) interview today. Had lots of fun interviewing the JC1s. A lot of potential! I think all the JC1s under Sherry and Me had a great time at the interviews.

And I don’t give perfect score to someone just because she is pretty.

That’s all the update you will get now. Going to do work! (and if free, will try to edit my wordpress page).

oh-so-tired Martin Chris.

~ by martinchris on January 16, 2008.

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