Just played.
Aaah. Just came back from clubbing and currently in Sam’s house with Colin and Yixin. The new club is quite nice and more classy. And they played “Tattoo” and “If I were a Boy”. But it was clubbing that made me realised that there is many other fishes out there and that I should move on with my life and not allow it to revolve around your horrible life. I decided that some things were never meant to happen the way I want it to. I admit, it is my loss and also your loss cause I believe we were meant to be together.
Anyway, I think I shall adjust better to RP life instead of thinking of what could have been, because so much really could have been. I think I will have so much fun if I just let it go. Let you go. Let my thoughts of you go. Mainly cause you moved on. I guess I should too. And I am quite happy with the people that I have in my RP course, mainly Tiong Hui (who was also from AJ council and currently my bed buddy!) and Xin Kang. They are pretty cool people. But the only down side of this course is that I don’t have my itouch with me. Damn it (but I will make do with the Muttons!).
I am on my GHP, which is an important process. Hopefully, it works out and then Ta-Dah!
And I have to start studying for my As again, I am quite determined to get straight As. I cannot be a LOSER. I must persevere and push on. It will be damn difficult, but there is no obstacle that is too tough, hopefully.
Also, I figured out that I should really consider taking a career and a course in something that I am interested in rather than what the society wants me to do. I am definitely thinking of pursuing something related to the Arts.
Anyway, I am currently considering doing something cool with my free time that is useful and meaningful. Some of the things that I came up with are tennis lessons, driving lessons (depends on whether I can be a driver in RP), drawing lessons, giving tutition, guitar lessons, etc. And maybe, just maybe, I will try to complete my violin course all the way to grade 8, instead of stopping halfway. And I will have to take my SATs, if I still want to go to the US.
I think that is all I will blog about for the time being. I will try to blog more about my miserable life. :)
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