Human or Dancers?

•December 1, 2008 • Leave a Comment

I AM A STONER! Life is travelling at the speed of the shit on the ground.

I have like so much cool stuff to blog about that I just forgot about them. I think I will blog about the more important ones later (since I am stuck at home and I got no form of amusement to amuse myself).

(1) The day when the As ended.
(2) The Class Chalet.
(3) Council Farewell.
(4) Sister’s birthday.

Anyway, on another note, I want to be your friend! :( but I ain’t got courage.

I starting to see the better side of people nowaday. :)

Update on PROM SHOPPING: I spent like 2 days matching my blazor to honestly at least 2000 pairs of pants to find a matching one. But I am still short of 3 pieces (or maybe 4 depending on what I decided to wear). My outfit was inspired one day when I wore up and pictured it in my head. But after trying all the pieces in my image on, it looks horrible, so I made changes and now I think it will look GREAT! I am so not going to wear a tie cos like everyone else is going to wear one, so instead, i am wearing **************. :P

Update on TAR: NOOOOO! Why do they have to lose their money?! WHY!? Why is Dan and Andrew still in the race?! WHY?!?

Update on Survivor: I feel scammed by the recap episode, I was so looking forward to the scam.

martin.

Damn. (MATURE 18)

•November 17, 2008 • Leave a Comment

Why did I choose to reinstall DotA? Fuck me. I uninstalled it again. I shall not play it anymore. I will punch myself in the face if I play it again.

Why? I realised that every game I play, I waste 1 hour of my life. And yesterday, I wasted 4 hours of my life. And the day before, I think I wasted 6-8 hours of my life. Screw WARCRAFT!

And you know what is worse? Reflecting on my past year. IT WAS WASTED! COMPLETELY! I had so much potential to do well for JC and my A levels. But well, I decided to fuck that up. Damn. FUCK THIS SHIT!!

Why am I going all mad? Cos I started to think about what COULD HAVE BEEN.

FUCK THIS SHIT! I BLEW IT.

FUCK ME AND MY INCOMPETENCE.
FUCK ME AND MY LAZINESS.
FUCK ME AND MY WORTHLESSNESS.
FUCK ME AND MY PROCRASTINATIONS.
FUCK ME AND MY EMOTIONS.
FUCK ME AND MY PAST.

WELCOME ME AND MY PRESENT.
WELCOME ME AND MY FUTURE.

BUT STILL FUCK EVERYTHING IN THE PAST.

martin andrew christopher.

Uncle Kracker

•November 16, 2008 • Leave a Comment

Woohoo! I found a singer which I really like! Okay, I was searching “Iphone” on youtube and I came around this singer. I love this song!

The singing and the song is just so simple and pure. It is simply produced which makes it so nice, compared to recent years of over-produced materials. Ok, must hunt down his album.

Anyway, on another note, I read this article on Kanye West proclaiming that he is the “voice of this generation”. Like okay… And he thinks that he is took the title away from Justin Timberlake because he released more material. This is my opinion…

Country Voice of this Generation (and probably the next): Carrie Underwood.
Producer of this Generation: Timbaland
Female R&B Voice of this Generation: Alicia Keys (don’t you just love the new bond theme song)
Male R&B Voice of this Generation: Kanye West (Got to admit that in this genre, he’s the man)
Most drunk and high Voice of this Generation: Amy Winehouse
Band of this Generation: Coldplay
Christian Band of this Generation: Third Day (for the love of God, they are AWESOME!)

Okay, this list is pointless. HAHA. I want to play dotA already!

martin.

Keeps Gettin’ Better: 2 Weeks of Exams.

•November 15, 2008 • Leave a Comment

Someday, I’m a super bitch,
Up to my old tricks.

Woohoo. I recently bought Christina’s Greatest Hits album, “Keeps Gettin’ Better: a Decade of Hits”, Keane’s “Perfect Symmetry”, Snow Patrol’s “A Hundred Million Suns” and Sarah McLachlan’s “Closer: The best of Sarah McLachlan”. Honestly, all the greatest hit albums are RIP OFF! The only reason why I got Christina’s is because I love the song, “Keeps Gettin’ Better” and I was interested in her remake of “Beautiful”, which turns out to be UGLY, it ruins the original song. It is terrible. Not my cup of time. And the reason why I got Sarah’s because I wanted to “support” her through her divorce and I love her new single, “U want me 2″. Honestly, if you listen to the remake version of Beautiful and the original; it is so weird. It really sounds like the producer of the new track tried to be Timbaland, but he is only a child.

Anyway, the exams are almost over. With physics MCQ haunting and taunting us still. But I am seriously exhausted by the 2 weeks of examinations. Honestly, I performed poorly and who else can I blame but myself? Learn from mistakes. If I need to retake my As, so be it. From here on, there is only 2 paths that I am willing to take:

(1) Retake my A levels
(2) Enter a fantastic US University, eg UPenn, Brown?, etc.

I don’t care if I must retake to obtain that Golden Ticket. Also, I need to study for SATs soon. Must have a target. So I aim for 2200 and upwards. If anyone can do it, so can I.

Whatever it is, I know I am far from a good student, let alone fantastic student, and I will have to pay a price for it. Just hope for the best, i guess.

Anyway, I failed to greet the bus driver today. FAILED! haha.

martin.

3 things

•November 12, 2008 • Leave a Comment

Ok, just basically I thought of 3 simple things that I have decided to do from now on:

(1) Greet the bus driver! (like say “Good Morning”, “Good Afternoon”, “Good Evening” and maybe I can try saying it in Chinese. I did consider like saying “Thank you” like how they do it in Australia, but it is honestly go to the extreme)

(2) Open up more! Like just talk more instead of keeping to myself.

(3) Volunteer regularly! (at homes and such.)

Ok, well, the first one, I thought about it on the bus today. I realised how the older people always talk to the bus driver and greet them but the younger generation don’t. I think it is either the age gap (between us and most of the drivers) or that we were raised different. But I thought, well, something to learn from the elderly and stuff.

Point 2 is just random. (i cannot think about anything to be honest)

Point 3. I really want to help out. I’m inspired by Oprah’s show to really make a difference in others’ lives. And I am aware that I am more fortunate than most. Well, I have a roof and parents and food. So basically, I did a bit of research. I want to help Singapore Children’s Society. I want to give tuition to kids! (hopefully they don’t mind an A level FAILURE! But I do have a reasonably alright O level Cert.)

I think I will go down to the Bishan Outlet and ask if I can help out although I may not be able to fully commit due to the fact that i really don’t know my schedule for the next year. But if I am free, and I gave my word to them, I will be there. And I would love to ask if I can stick to like particular students and not like jump from here to there. As in, I would like to see that person improve and developed and stuff.

It would actually be a great experience (if I know what I am doing, as in I know what I am teaching). Obviously, I will love to teach maths, but volunteers cannot be choosers. haha.

Also, I don’t know if I should reinstall WC3. I am desperate to play but I know and realised that it is quite the time sucker. But maybe once in a while won’t hurt.

I’m tired now.

mac.

Interesting

•November 11, 2008 • Leave a Comment

After typing my previous post (and studying a bit), I went blog-surfing. And someone’s blog mentioned about a death of someone young. (even though it was a dated post but it was my first time reading it)

Life is short and unexpected.

And I think it was God’s way of affirming my stance.

Speaking (indirectly) of signs. For these past few weeks, I have many signs on what will happen in the future. One would be UCL, which is University College of London (if i remember correctly). And I would be working in the radio industry. The UCL sign is just insane, just it keeps appearing! It is freaky but quite cool.

Ok, i need to attempt to study.

martin

Tomorrow! I shall come and go.

•November 11, 2008 • Leave a Comment

Today was FREAKING OUT DAY! (luckily, i studied during the weekend!)

And Tomorrow is the unofficial last paper. Well, the last time I will be use a pen for the next few weeks. YES!

But, I decided not to give a damn about the past. I don’t give a damn about the past and I just look to the future. I wasted so much of my life just wasting time.

Life is too short to waste time; to do shit. I want to be able to look back on my deathbed, KNOWING (not THINKING) that my life was well spent, I didn’t waste it on any shit that wasn’t worth it. I want to enjoy every minute of my life from now on. I will be happy for the rest of my life from now on. No point being sad about much.

I will not hate; I will LOVE.

I am just going to be happy and I am going to live life to the fullest, taking calculated risk and wasting no opportunities.

SO YES! ALRIGHT!

martin.

I should be studying and so do these 8 teens

•November 8, 2008 • Leave a Comment

Ok. I know this is OLD NEWS! LIKE REALLY REALLY OLD NEWS! (but I bet most of you don’t even know about it)

Ok, I was watching youtube, and then I came across this video about 8 teens getting arrested for beating up a 16 years old girl and posting a video on youtube/myspace.

Basically, what I know (after watching only 3 videos, so most likely inaccurate as of now) is that all 8 of them went to jail and are now under house arrest. And they cannot go to school, or any school events, eg prom, graduation, etc. And they cannot use myspace, facebook, etc. They are STRICTLY not allowed to leave their houses, unless they ask for permission from the judge.

It is, to be honest, too light a sentence. Oh, I almost forgot to mention what happened to the victim. Ok, basically, one of the bitches tricked the girl into coming over and then they beat up the girl and smash her against the wall after which she went unconscious. So they waited for her to gain conscious… before continuing to beat her up. RIDICULOUS. (Spell that for me, Fergie! R-I-D-I-C-U-L-OUS, yeah!)

And one of the parents think that it is okay cause technically they are fight one-on-one. RUBBISH.

Oh and some of the girls are facing a harsh sentence because they are charging them with KIDNAPPING. Brilliant.

I mean, it is very ridiculous how some people just have no value whatsoever, and they will do whatever they think it is so cool, and are completely followers. It is just ridiculous.

Oh and on another note, this doesn’t just happen in the US.

I was talking to a cab driver the other day, about the election and stuff. (oh yar, first time I heard a cab driver swear! haha) We were talking about how people often “blacklist” America as a horrible nation with horrible spoilt people. And on the other hand, when these people in other nations get in trouble, the first time they would do is to call the Americans for help, be it natural disaster or whatever. My view on this is that I feel that America is just like any other country just that it is always under the spotlight. America is like a celebrity nation, whereas other nations are like normal people. It is like when Kylie gets cancer, the whole world knows about it, whereas any other Average Joe gets cancer, no one knows or bothers. It is like when Britney shaves, the world gets obsessed with her bald head. That is America. America is just like any other nation with similar, if not worse, problems and people. Just that America is under everyone’s watch.

I used to be a very liberal person, but now I starting to see the way a conservative sees things. And yes, I now do think that young children are exposed too much. They are watching SAW (online/DVD) when they should be watching Little Mermaid. (although I was watching a video about some of the sick things on little mermaid, such as the Priest having a hard one during the wedding, if you know what I mean). Yes, now I do feel that perhaps children or even teenagers should not be overly exposed with television and the internet. I am certain that I will not let my children use the internet until they are of reasonable age, unless I am by their side.

Can you imagine, your 5 years old child using the internet and like porn appears and violence videos. Think about how disturbing it would be for that child!! Imagine a 5 years old watches videos like “2 Girls 1 Cup” or the pain olympics; I am a virgin to both videos, by the way. I wouldn’t even allow my child to watch tv after “prime time”. I wouldn’t even allow my children to watch the news. I will record the news and only show selected parts of it. I think that is what all parents should do when their children are young(er). Can you seriously imagine what will happen to your 7 years old, when he watches BBC or CNN and there is a woman covered in blood, running on the streets half naked? Trust me, it is be on his mind for a very long time.

Yes, you might think I am being too protective. But I am not, I am being “protecting”. I would still allow my children to watch tv, eg Amazing Race, Cartoons (that are less Tom and Jerry but more Spongebob), CLEAN COMEDY (no FRIENDS, EXTRAS, basically most sitcoms). Basically stick to the cartoons, now that I come to think about what is on television.

I think I have rambling on too much.

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Ok, I bought SNOW PATROL’s new album today! (with DVD and all) and I also got SARAH MCLACHLAN’s greatest hit. Basically, I got most of her songs that are already in the greatest hits, but I just want to “support” her through her separation, being a great fan of hers.

I should be getting back to studying tomorrow and FOCUS all day.

Also, I have made my decision in not going for my class chalet, cos I honestly see no point after these 2 years (kind of sad but cannot care less).

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Oh, since I am blogging anyway, might as well blog about something that I realised about myself and hopefully I can change.

I realised that I am never satisfied with what I have. Especially in relationship-wise, eg family, friends, etc. I am never satisfied with the friends that I have or the people that I am with. And every now and then, I will always think and wish and hope things like, “Oh, I wish I am friends with Andrew” or “Why can’t be friends with someone like Andrew”, etc.

And I don’t appreciate what I have. Yes, I always wish for better companies. But I do accept the fact that some friends are better not having. I do agree that friends make a huge part of a person’s life and hence they can be a positive or a negative influence.

To a special friend, you were never born the way you are. It is what your surrounding and your environment that made you what you are. You didn’t have this sudden behaviour or mindset when you are born; but you developed such behaviour and mindset as you grow up with the influences around you (your friends and your family). I would love to tell you that you have to make a decision on who you should be around with. Yes, sometimes that decision is the hardest you might ever make, but what I have realised that usually the hardest decision is the right decision. Sometimes you have to work towards a future that you would love having and not believe that “this is who I am, and I cannot change who I am”. I think that is wrong and untrue. I just hope that you know what is best for you and such.

I promise that I will call you once we get through all this shit and just talk (if you want to; if not, it is okay with me). And perhaps explain my decision and stuff and hopefully, you see where I am coming from. I wish to do so, cause I do realised that I didn’t show you at least the respect you deserve.

In my mind, I have a perfect future for my life, and I really what to live that. And that is who I am cos I am who I want myself to be.

martin.

Waiting for video to load

•November 7, 2008 • Leave a Comment

I am patiently waiting for the video, MTV’s “Fear”, to load. But it is worth it even though I am freaking tired and my eyes are popping out.

I decided to list what Andrew has been in ISAJGS: (in no order)

  • A BIG HAIRY BABY! :D
  • In a pink top and skirt…
  • In a WEDDING DRESS!
  • Always half naked.
  • Construction worker.

Ok, that is all I can think of right now.

martin.

Hilarious.

•November 7, 2008 • Leave a Comment

This is for all those who are having the A levels, even though there is no link whatsoever, but just to distress. It is hilariously disgusting. (p.s. It is a parody of “I Kissed a Girl”- which is banned from Singapore Radio, so some of you might have never heard it). Oh yar, it is also for those who loves older women? (i am not here to judge you, unless you did it with one.)

I started to think of what to do after the A levels, like random things, not just PAAARTY cos that is just beyond obvious.

And one of the first thing I am gonna do is to drink a cold bottle of Carlsberg. :)
And the second would be to install WC3.

martin.